It's been a minute since I wrote on my blog. I have been on a journey where I tried hard to figure things out in my love life. I came to a point in my life that I realize I needed to cut the cord from Mr. Ex. Letting go is hard, but I knew I deserve better. I can't lie, letting go of Mr. Ex allowed me to focus on getting myself right. The healing process is the hardest.
Staying busy and trying out different hobbies has been a great experience for me. I am currently learning photography, and I love it. I also had the extra time to create my awesome and fabulous website. Utilize the downtime to find yourself. At this very moment, I am more focus and excited for the future. I have my days where I reminisce about the good times Mr.Ex, and I shared together, but then I realize "Nope I can do so much better. My heart says "Maybe one more time, " but my brain says" Hell NO Hell NO" LoL. No time to look back, I know Mr. right is on his way. In the meantime, I am going to keep on thanking God for his perfect timing. I wish Mr. Ex the best. He crossed my path for a reason. Mr. Example A.K.A EX showed me what I don't want. We had good times and bad times, but now I'm happy to say goodbye.
The process is hard when letting go, but for God to bless you with his best you have to cut the cord. Speaking to myself, I will let go one day, and entertain the mess the next day. Eventually the going back and forth game gets old quick. Enough is enough! (Out with the old and in with the new) I can honestly say " I am free"! I will continue working on me until it’s time for Gods best. Goodbye old! Hello new!